Ladies and gentlemen, thus continues the saga of my life. The gentleman that I have now been seeing for over a year has finally proven to me that I should have followed my orginal plan--do not trust your judgement. Now I am in a tunnel of sadness. Everyday seems like my once positive demeanor is disintegrating. I try to find happiness in music and family but while I'm alone my entire attitude changes.
I have come to the over conclusion that if it wasn't for sweet chicks like me players would have no one to play. I have fell victim to the deception of yet another boy who pretends to be a man. Finding solice in deceiving young women in order to fufill his lust for flesh and selfish desires.
Now I am faced with the overwhelming task of trying to rid myself of such evil and return to my natural state of overwhelming bliss. I am sending caution to women to watch out for the sly fox who will confess his feelings for you, convince you to fall for him then use you as he pleases. I can now say that those women who I once called dumb and stupid for continuing any type of relationship with an individual who seemed to intentionally cause hurt and confusion had only succumb to words of deceit.
For those of you who feel as though you may be falling into a relatively similair situation, I beg of you to try to get away from that man as soon as possible before the pain can get to you.
